Sigh.

-Two and a half weeks with no headaches...this feels like an accomplishment that I truly have no control over, but I'll take it an run with it anyway. My appointment with the neurosurgeon went well, as the MRI looked better this time around. My brain's not nearly as saggy and things seem to be healing. I get to go back in May.

-Work is getting to me. I'm trying to keep plugging along, but my motivation is at an all-time low, and I think it's pathetic that I find going to the plant an accomplishment. I need to buckle down and focus on what I want to do next - either commit to making this work, or find another job, or figure out if I want to go back to school. I feel like an office job will eventually make me insane, but that could be because I haven't had one for so long. Maybe there would just be an adjustment period. Or maybe it's time to find a career that would make me feel better about how I'm spending my time...something more altruistic...

-I sometimes watch Sandra Lee Semi-Homemade so that I feel better about my cooking. Her use of cooking spray is horrifying to me. I'm watching her make catfish, and she actually breaded the catfish and then sprayed the top with cooking spray. I don't think that was necessary.